I enjoy watching the women do all the stuff but get turned on by trans (women with penises) and sometimes suck my own penis and cum on my own face or in my mouth. I don't know what that makes me but I'm also happily engaged to a beautiful woman.
Does this make me gay, I still prefer seeing women do all the sucking and fucking and getting cummed on, but I love seeing cock. I don’t have any desire to do any of the above but I like watching it